losing 20$ in one pot

In one hand I had QQ and was in the small blind. Great hand, worst position. Someone in late position raised it to 15c and the button called. I made it 65c. That is big. They both called and I wanted to blow up. The flop is A29. I did not like the A but still fired. The first caller folded. The other guy called. He did not call with AK, or AQ, he had a set. He hit his 2 outer nonsense. I blew up on the turn. It was an A. I decided to go all in. Knowing I would be called. It was a terrible play. He had a fullhouse. I wanted quad Aces. I lost the almost 20$ pot and had enough. It was a blow up play, because the guy called the raise to 15c and then all the way to my 65c. Its donking. I can do that to. Now I want him to dig his grave before I shoot him. I gave him the shovel.

I want to play again at the 1c/2c, because of those huge pots. My bankroll and my skill allow me to play there, but why not build up more skill and then get going big at the 2c/5c? That is what I want. I never wanted to play at 2c/5c until I have about 300$. I want to grind myself up there.